Today is April 17th, 2021. I’m writing this at 8:47 pm but the clock on my computer will assure me that it’s in fact 6:47 at the current moment.
I woke up at 8ish today and went to work, I worked from 10 am to 5:30, I’m kinda doubting anyone wants to know about my job though so let’s move on.
Today I didn’t have much of a desire to think
That sounds like a Fox News quote, I know but I think I can explain what I’m meaning.
Since I woke up today my whole body has felt like it’s been in tunnel vision. I feel like my eyes aren’t seeing like they usually do, it’s as if there are new boundaries to my vision, and at a point within my sight it’s all just static. I felt like I was going through the motions today, wake up, shower, teeth thing, clothes, get to work in some manner, then sort of zone out as I auto-pilot training some new hires, then now I’m home sitting down just sort of being.
In less depressing News
- I started my first post on here. That can be construed as a good thing.
- My siblings continue to talk about getting tattoos, I believe the current talking point is flowers which is cool.
- I’ve been theory crafting a recipe for a day or so, it’s a Blackberry Pizza. This of course started from my fictional D&D character who owns a Pizza shop. Yesterday I tweeted that I was going to create Real Fictional monthly specials. I’ve gotten so deep as to make fictional prices for each size and made sure that all the prices are fair in regard to the Area of the Circle to the Price difference from one size to another.
- Just got a notification on my phone and lost my train of thought, Bumble really just did that to me, damn, just wanted to talk about fictional pizza
- Got halfway through watching what was at one point my favorite MCU movie, Iron Man 3 then decided to post on here
On Repeat, My Problems with Consumtion
I’ve been realizing recently that when it comes to watching things, or just media consumption in general, I’ve grown very picky for lack of a better term. I’ll watch the same movie over and over again. I’ll listen to the same Seven songs that I feel within a given month or week. Or if I’m really bored I proverbially jump the cliff and start listening to a podcast that I’ve listened to just about Three times.
I think the problem is unwillingness, I guess in my mind I know that what I like is what I like, this has been my main opinion of food for years. “I know what I like why try anything else” but it didn’t use to apply to the books I was reading, movies I watched, or Two Hundred Hour podcasts I invested time into. This is likely why I’m, what I’d consider, boring nowadays. IDK maybe it’s time for a change.
As a quick aside
It wouldn’t be me if I didn’t spend a whole section talking about D&D. If this is not for you that’s fine I intend on making a category specifically for when I’m posting about the TTRPG games I play in, but honestly the game is a big part of my character in the present moment so if its the only thing I wanna talk about its just gonna be like that.
Boom that’s the end of my First Post. I’m gonna try to do an MCU/other media review weekly on the Bias Reviews category. I’ll try as hard as I can to post daily on the Blog Catagory and then I’ll post whatever D&D shit (world-building, my characters, session notes, popcorn thoughts) on that catagory.
I like this today, lets see what happens