Wish Me Luck

Hey I’m not gonna lie I don’t know why I’m posting this.

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Just wanted to get my honest thoughts out and think others may relate.

I’ve been having trouble doing my laundry. I’ve had all my clothes sitting in a basket washed and ready to be put up for months. I looked at it every day and decided to do nothing, a simple task that I’d only benefit from felt a extremely difficult task to complete for me. I’ve felt a similar way about the website. Everyday I think about posting or updating my dnd section but just like the laundry the task of doing the thing just feels so daunting.

I often wonder what the benefit is but really what I think I should be asking myself is why not? What am I risking? Is posting updates that much of a waste of time for me? In comparison to other things I do to occupy my time I’d say probably not. Maybe it’s just something I don’t understand or something I’m choosing not to accept.

I think that’s all I have to say on that but I want to talk about something else so that will be below

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I have a lot of self inflicted expectations when it regards my dnd stuff both in real life and on the website. I think at the end of the day I end up hurting myself more that I help myself with those expectations. So in the future I want to try to work on those things more. I think the best way to do so is to try to keep it on a schedule like I do my actual job.

So I hope that the few people who still come around to the website enjoy that stuff when it comes around. In a lot of ways those expectations I have for dnd stuff crossover to expectations I have for the website, but it can never be better if I don’t work to improve it.

Wish me luck